Suprised (plus excited as well), Shocked and Sad…These three words described the feeling that I’m going through these few days. I wanted to post this message last week, but I just doesn’t have the courage to write anything (maybe mind-block at that time).
Why “suprised, shocked and sad”? Last Wednesday, one of my friends informed me that this year end practical for me will be in KAJANG CHINESE METHODIST CHURCH instead of current practical church (Sri Petaling Chinese Methodist Church). I was so shocked that I couldn’t believed in it. I called up lecturer in charge in STM to ask for confirmation, and the news indeed is positive.
I’m suprised ( and a bit excited) because a new journey and challenges are awaiting me there. Higher expectations from my performance from those leaders in new practical church (I assume).
I’m sad because I need to leave my friends in Sri Petaling, my duties that already been arranged earlier (haih, so sad) and lastly, my loved ones… 
I prayed to God that I’m willing to submit and obey to this posting. Until now, I doesn’t really understand God’s plan for me. One thing I know is “He holds my future”. The kingdom that God’s want is His Kingdom, not mine.
